July 18, 2025

“Behold, I will do a new thing…”

 

Over the past year, and especially the last few months, life has changed. Transition in phases of life is happening. A new season of life moves forward. The next chapter is beginning.

There are endings… the kids are grown; the job has been left; and there were goodbyes.

There are beginnings…. the family grows; a new direction appears; new relationships form; new rhythms are established.

Changes and challenges come together.

What kind of transition is happening in your life? I posted this question and answers poured in:  

·  Starting a new job;

·       Graduated and don’t know what I really want to do – so many applications and interviews but having a hard time getting a call back;

·       Returning to being the person God fearfully and wonderfully made me to be;

·       Just purchased a new home and the move is crazy-new city, new schools, new job, new everything;

·       Still getting used to life without my husband – it’s not just the loss but navigating life;

·       Adjusting to being a working mom;

·       Having a body that is letting me down – a challenging diagnosis;

·       Trying to navigate the dynamics of a blended family;

·       Settling parent’s estate realizing I’m an orphan;

·       Still mourning the loss of my pup, he was a faithful companion;

·       Trying to find a way to calm conflict with my kids – our family has changed;

·       Recovering from a stroke and relearning how to just do life;

·       Realized I don’t really have friends – making and keeping friends shouldn’t be this hard at this stage of life- the loneliness can be overwhelming. 

Change in life is constant, a progression of our life journey that sometimes catches one off guard. Standing Still upon transition, looking the next chapter I realized that there is a hesitancy to start turning pages. The last chapter held many joys and sorrows; had a vast array of interesting, amazing, humbling, and very dear people; provided the opportunity to be a blessing and to be blessed by others; was a time in which I lost a bit of myself; affected the core of who I am; and quite honestly it was exhausting by the end. Beginning this next chapter and stepping into the unknown of this transition comes with many feelings—hesitation, uncertainty, excitement, anticipation…. perhaps a little anxiety.

Have you ever experienced hesitancy in the transition you are facing —you start, then pause, start, then pause—uncertain of what’s next yet so ready to move on and begin?

As I have been standing still there is a verse that seemingly is continually placed in front of me and I have had to be still, listen, open my mind and let it soak into my heart.


“Behold, I will do a new thing; now it will spring forth. Do you not perceive it? I will make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:19)


The Father is saying, “My child, turn you attention to what is before you and take action.  I Myself, the One who intentionally created you; the One who placed the stars and made all things; the One who has been steadfast and faithful; the One who quieted the storm; the One who has kept all His promises; the One who gives blessed assurance – will provide for you what I have appointed. It’s starting now – no waiting. It is sprouting and will grow. Be aware. Acknowledge things are changing and know I’m doing something fresh, to renew.  It will be different and better than where you have been. Looking at all that is unfolding, know I will make a path through the chaos, the anxiety, and the uncertainty.  In the midst of this, I am providing for you.”

Perhaps the Father is whispering to you in the midst of transition. In the midst of your transition or circumstance, may you begin to perceive the new thing the Father is doing for you, in you and through you. May you find assurance and strength as the ‘road in the wilderness’ is laid before you.  May you trust in the Father’s faithfulness as He provides all you need as you begin this new chapter and throughout.  And may you rest and abide in His love.

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens. (Ecclesiastes 3:1)

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Isaiah 41:10)

December 24, 2024

 

LIGHT


“Arise, shine, for your light has come; and the glory of the LORD is risen upon you (Isaiah 60:1).”

The depth of night had surrounded them.  They were exhausted after days of travel followed by hours of birthing labor.  The babe slept in His mother’s arms.  Even the animals slept in the shadows as darkness rested over the land. Dawn began, light slowly breaking over the horizon.  The glory of the LORD had risen not just as the sun rose upon the earth that morning, but upon all mankind for all time.  God Himself, revealed to the word as an infant, yet with all His splendor; LOVE manifested – Word become flesh, full of grace and truth.  We celebrate the coming of the LIGHT.  This LIGHT is more than a yearly celebration.  The LIGHT is a daily invitation…  Every morning, the darkness of night turns to day.  No matter what the night has held… exhaustion, fatigue, restlessness, anxiety, fear… light comes. 

 The depth of night… darkness, surrounds each of us at some point in our lives. 

…. a wave of darkness in the form of anxiety and panic overtakes.  It becomes a struggle to breathe with a sudden feeling of nausea.  The heart races and there is a struggle to catch a breath.  The depression and anxiety though felt deeply – is hidden from other’s view. 

… darkness overshadows the holiday – loss is greatly felt in the midst of what is supposed to be a joyous holiday.

… the darkness of uncertainty looms over the family -choices over which bills should be paid first overwhelm; there seems to be a sense of hopelessness for the future with the feeling of never being able to keep up with costs of living.

… darkness weighs upon the parent’s heart as the child struggles – when a child is in pain – the parent hurt’s just as much and the feeling helplessness to ease suffering weighs heavily upon one’s very being.

… mourning still overcomes the mother’s heart – at times she is seemingly ambushed by memories that overwhelm suddenly, losing a child goes against the natural order of life.

… mankind struggles as a race, as a society – the darkness overwhelms with war, hatred, contempt, animosity, division, ‘wokeness’ that causes intellectual and spiritual discrimination without true tolerance or freedom - all resulting in individual isolation, hopelessness …darkness.

Yet “the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death a light has come (Matthew 4:16)”.   The LIGHT of Christmas penetrates any darkness we may live under in this world.  No matter circumstance - our attention, our hearts, our minds… our hope is enlightened, strengthened, comforted… satisfied.

“This is the message we have heard from Him and declare to you:  God is LIGHT; in Him there is no darkness at all.” (1 John 1:5)

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” (John 1:5)

 

It is my prayer for you to know LIGHT will come. To know that even the darkest place gives way to LIGHT. May the LIGHT of His LOVE provide you with reassurance as the smallest of glimmers draw you mind and heart into LIGHT.   Each day, may you accept the LIGHT’s invitation to find the PEACE, HOPE, JOY and LOVE in which you can rest assured… in this moment, in moments to come, and eternally.

December 24, 2023

that shepherds' eve

 

It was a night like any other night.  Calm. Quiet. As the darkness deepened, the night sky revealed the constellations.  They sat on a hill above the flock, resting yet vigilant.  Wind gently blew with the sound of the sheep occasionally rising.  Crickets seemed to sing a gentle lullaby. The calmness was welcomed for the days were long, dusty and hot. Life was hard, especially under Roman rule.  Many didn’t even own their own animals.  The work was tiresome, tending to flocks with the goal of producing certain quantities of wool and milk products.  But when night came, the turmoil of all that was life seemed to fade. 

Then everything changed.

A piercing light appeared in the dark.  An overwhelming sense of awe seemed to flow from the source of light.  The shepherds themselves were overcome as a proclamation was heard through a voice that shook the core of there souls and they fell to their knees. “An angel of the LORD appeared to them and the glory of the LORD shone around them, and they were terrified.  But the angel said to them, ‘Do not be afraid.  I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all people.  Today in the town of David, a Savior has been born to you; He is the Messiah, the LORD.  This will be a sign to you:  You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger. ‘Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying, ‘Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace, good will toward men.’” And the angels left.  The dark of night returned.  The sound of the sheep and crickets floated gently.  While all seemed to settle to the routine, everything had changed, nothing was the same.  These men left everything on those hills to go and see that which was proclaimed.  Upon witnessing the fulfillment of the message, each of their lives—their very beings—were so transformed that their purposes from then on were to glorify and praise God for all the things they had heard and seen; and to spread the word that the Messiah had come.

 

For us, this day may start like any other day.  Day in, day out we go about routine.  We work.  We struggle with meeting deadlines, completing routines, tackling tasks and schedules, and meeting needs.  The days are tiresome.  This day ends and we attempt to break away from the distractions and find rest.  And we pause in the midst of preparations for a holiday that seem to overwhelm with endless lists, planning and tasks. 



Candles pierce the darkness that envelopes today’s world and its daily oppression.  An overwhelming sense of awe flows into our soul and we are witness to the experience of the shepherds.  We enter the timeless presence of the Messiah and the glory of the LORD shines around us.  We are brought good news that brings great joy.  We find a baby wrapped in cloths lying in a manger.

 

It is my prayer for you this Christmas Eve that you hear and see.  May you find the fulfillment of the Word’s proclamation.  May you find the glory of the LORD shining around you.  As this eve gives way to a Christmas morn, may you experience a Light that shines through the chaos of this world; that shines through the daily tasks and routines; that shines through whatever apathy, anxiety, darkness, shadows or brokenness that may weigh in your life.  May you be renewed, transformed and filled with joy so you return glorifying and praising God.  And when needed, may you be reminded of the greatest gift and love of all—given in a manger and through the cross. May you forever know…

 

“The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not overcome it.”  John 1:5

July 3, 2023

... But take heart!

 

 


In this world…

There are times when noise from the outside enters -

Chaotic, prolonged, pervasive noise holds thoughts in din.

The pensiveness and contemplation on the mind do weigh –

Becoming emotion in the heart for an unwelcomed stay.

But take heart!

Have courage, be bolstered and brave, and confident be;

For through trust, love and hope there is rest for thee.

In stillness, listening to whispers the heavy heart will mend.

There is peace and joy to come, the temporal chaos will end.

 

“In this world you will have trouble…”  John 16:33

 

Trouble… difficulty, concern, strife, disorder, adversity, suffering, affliction, struggle, mess, pain, problem, unrest, woe, discontent, sorrow, tribulation, grief, misfortune, heartache, trial.

It gives pause that a single word encapsulates such that is the heavy dark shadow of the human condition.  No one, not a single human being escapes this experience.  It is a certainty of life.  It comes in many forms – in so many, many ways.

It is found globally…

Famine - prolonged hunger regionally giving witness to suffering, acute malnutrition and death by starvation.

War - armed conflict between factions or nations with extreme violence, economic destruction and death.

It is found societally…

Racism - unequal treatment based on race, skin color, or ethnicity.

Abuse - physical, verbal or emotional behaviors intended to intimidate, offend or harm.

Politicalization with growing division.

Contempt.

It is personal coming throughout our lives. Circumstance often beyond control.

Loss… the death of one for whom you cared or loved; the end of employment; the loss of a home; the devastation of natural disaster such as a tornado, hurricane, earthquake or wildfire.

Pain…  a physical chronic health condition or an unexpected and unwelcomed diagnosis; emotional pain as a spouse leaves, a friend walks away, an aching heart full of heart or anger or disappointment weighs heavily.

Struggle… trying to make ends meet on an ever-shrinking budget; conflict in a relationship; fatigue or ailment that makes a daily task a difficult challenge.

“In this world you will have trouble.” 

Trouble.  The Greek word for trouble in this verse is ‘thlipsis’ meaning tribulation, especially internal pressure that causes someone to feel confined, restricted, without options, no way of escape.

“In this world YOU WILL HAVE trouble.”

It is certain.

Just as certain is the promise statement for each held in the full verse.

“In this world you will have trouble. But take heart, I have overcome the world.” – John 16:33

“But take heart…”   -  To have one’s confidence, courage or happiness bolstered by (something).  To receive courage or comfort from some fact. To be brave.

Each of us in the face of whatever or all the trouble this world throws us in the midst of, may possess bold strength; hold on with full assurance; and be rest in assurance that we will not remain overwhelmed by trouble’s chaos.  We may have courage to endure and confidence we will overcome the tribulation for He has overcome all for us.

“In this world you will have trouble. But take heart, I have overcome the world.”

We can anchor our hearts, our minds, our beings - in the One who overcame, the One who conquered, the One Who Is, Was and Will be always with us, always loves us.

My prayer for you this day is that no matter the trouble you are in the midst of – no matter the difficulty, concern, strife, disorder, adversity, suffering, affliction, struggle, mess, pain, problem, unrest, woe, discontent, sorrow, tribulation, grief, misfortune, heartache, or trial – you will be able to breathe and ‘take heart’ as you trust in the One who has not only overcome the world, but has overcome and reigns over sin and death.  May you name your trouble, release it to the One who overcomes.  May you know His love and feel the comfort and the victory that through Him is yours. May you breathe deeply and freely, as you trust in Him and abide in His love.

 

“And lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.” – Matthew 28:20

 

“Now, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.  For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” – Romans 8:37-39

 

April 8, 2023

It is finished - the Rend

 

He said, “It is finished!” and bowing His head He gave up His spirit. – John 19:30



It was declared for all to hear and then witnessed.  Matthew records, “Jesus cried out with a loud voice, then yielded up His spirit’ (27:51) and Mark echoes those words, “Jesus cried out with a loud voice, and breathed His last” (15:37). Luke tells us “Jesus had cried out with a loud voice ‘Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit’ and having said this, He breathed His last words” (23:46)

Finished.  "Tetelestai", from the Greek meaning 'made perfect', fulfill; complete.  'Tetelestai' - scripture using the tense of the verb that indicates both a point in time completed and that would continue to be so.  Christ covered the debt of all man's sin.  Romans 5 describes the peace and hope attained through the events on Good Friday.  "just as sin entered the world through one man, and death through sin, in this way death came to all, because all sinned" - "Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we no stand and boast in the hope of the glory of God".  You see until that darkened day, we were unable to have true peace with the Father.  Sin separated us so much so that in the Holy of Holies in God's tabernacle, there hung a curtain visually and physically establishing separation between YHWH and the people.  It hung as a marked boundary between God and the sinfulness of man.  It was not possible to go beyond that boundary so much so that if anyone other than the High Priest entered the Holy of Holies, he would instantly die. 


“It is finished!” With this loud cry, He breathed His last.  The earth shook, the rocks split, tombs broke open and the bodies of many holy people were raised to life (Matthew 27:51:52)

 

“It is finished!”  The moment was most loudly and definitively proclaimed by the rend.  For in that moment of atoning sacrifice, direct access to God was accomplished so thoroughly that the curtain in the Holy of Holies was completely torn.

“At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom.” – Matthew 27:51

“The curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom.” – Mark 15:38

“And the curtain of the temple was torn in two.” – Luke 23:45

This moment, the rend – the tearing of the curtain – was so significant and so meaningful that three out of the four Gospels testified of it using the Greek “schizo” – to rend; to be torn with force; to split or sever violently.

 

“It is finished!” – “Tetelestai” – then, now, for all time. Beautifully complete with the rending of a curtain.  And now:

“In Him and through faith in Him we may approach God with freedom and confidence.” – Ephesians 3:12

“We have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace.” – Ephesians 1:7

“For through Him we have access by one Spirit to the Father.” - Ephesians 2:18

“Having therefore, brethren, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus.” – Hebrews 10:19

 

It is my prayer for you that you may with all freedom and confidence, as a result of Christ’s atonement and the riches of His grace, openly enter directly into the presence of the Father and be overwhelmed by Love.